NaDYa’s Blog

uaaa…i’m sooo tired but i hav fun..this is my first time i celebrate my birthday in two different countries and also this is my first time in my birthday i have a boyfriend..hehehe..eventhough i can’t celebrate my birthday with him but still its nice when u know u hav someone that u luv wait for u..maybe my next birthday i can celebrate with him or maybe his birthday…(amin…)

i rarely say this but i luv yesterday i luv my birthday..thanx god,thanx family,thanx friends and last but not least thanx honey..luv u all soooooo much…

binggung…binggung akan perasaan sndiri…smuanya udah beres,,laporan akhirnya beres,,seneng seharusnya dan memang senang hanya saja ada yg menganggu pikiran..ntahlah,,binggung,,pusing,,capek..taphi smuanya udah lewat taphi knapa gw ngerasa ada yg kurang,,ada yg menganjal d hati..ada yg ingin teriak..taphi knapa gw begini..gw sadar akhir"ini gw memang menyebalkan bahkan mungkin sangat menyebalkan,,bukan minta untuk dimengerti, bukan bermaksud membela taphi ada yang merasa tidak kuat laghi menahan kekesalan dan kegondokan..capek untuk pura"tersenyum,,capek untuk pura"bahagia,,capek untuk pura"sempurna..i hate perfection..

huaaa….cuapexnya SP…yah taphi demi nilai,,gw harus smangadh!!tinggal nunggu hasil..pasrahkan…mudah-mudahan bagus (amin!!!)…

pngn curhat ah,,laghi capex nich..pngn liburan deh…teteup…sbntar laghi ulang tahun nih,,walau tdk dirayakan brg s pacar karna gw harus pergi,,padahal teh gw bcanda bakal pergi eh malah kejadian jadhinya pas ulang tahun harus jauh dari dhika deh..mudah"an aza ada keajaiban jadhi bisa brg ngerayainnya..mungkin gak ya??mari kita pasrahkan laghi..hehehe…

u ask me what i want on my birthday and i say nothing..because honestly all i want is u and i already have u..i luv u so much and its hurt me so bad when u do things that makes me cry..u make me smile,u make me laugh,u make me happy…so please dont make me do things that maybe i’ll regret for d rest of my life,,please dont make me say a word that will make both of us hurt..i luv u,,i always do..