my feeling now…
gw terbangun di pagi ini dengan perasaan yg gak ngenakin..padahal perasaan td gak mimpi yg aneh"..dan bukannya tidur laghi,,malah ngisi blog dengan kata"gak penting..
dari tadi gw mencoba menenangkan pikiran gw yang melayang-layang,,mencoba menata ulang hidup gw yang mulai keluar dari jalur,,mencoba memilih pioritas utama..
salah gak sih kalau mulai merasa ragu dengan pilihan"yang udah dibuat dan mencoba memperbaiki taphi harus mengorbankan perasaan sndiri taphi mana yang lebih baik sedih sekarang ataw sedih nanti..andaikan ada pilihan lain yang tidak memerlukan air mata..
andai hidup itu simpel and happily ever after itu ada..
take a deep breath..everything its gonna be alright..
maybe my prince never exist but i have someone that i really luv,,thats not so bad..maybe this’s all my life gonna be..maybe always try to understand him is all gonna do in my life..maybe my happily ever after never happen but at least i try to make someone have his happily ever after..maybe thats why i’m here, try to make someone happy..hey its not so bad..than never have the meaning why i exist…
February 17th, 2008 at 9:10 am
ni anak kagak berubah yah
still want 2 make other people happy. don`t push your self too hard, you have a limit. try to discuss your problem with that man, it`s will help both of you to understand each other.
remember, someday there are problem that you can`t solve by yourself, it`s normal. just keep smiling and think that`s will over, i hope u always ok.:-)